The Evolution

Some people are born "Cool". The definition of cool meaning, the person everyone wants to chill with, all the boys want to be cool with, all the girls swoon over, the teachers favorite him, you know the cliche popular jock. I was never that. Through out middle school and for 3/4 of high school, I was extremely misunderstood. People called me weird, but I was never shunned or anything, I was just there. I was the main crowd but in the back round you may say. Well no, I can't say that cause I was well liked cause I'm funny and talented. I feel like during this past year since January 2011, I have really evolved. Like when it comes to swag, I'm getting up there, I'm dressing how I like, not worrying about name brands or ridicule of others but just doing what makes me happy. I own 4 pair of shoes, 2 vans, a beat up pair of addidas, and some black loafers and I've been on the come up. I think when I stopped caring about how others looked at how I dressed I gained that confidence which transformed into swaggar, and now I have this aura of feel good around me.

I think that another contributing factor to my evolution is the fact that I embrace being an artist. I love the arts and have truly gained a deep feeling for them. I appreciate music a lot more because I can now hear the soul that the artist puts into making the music. Same thing with the visual arts, I understand the artist through his sculptures and paintings and drawings. When it comes to poetry I've finally been "Going in" and that means I've been leaving my soul on the stage, I still haven't manage to black yet, which is suppose to be a whole out of body experience, and I think when I finally do that, I will be on another level of my evolution.

Through out middle school and till the 10th grade I was always just cute to girls. I think I evolved from that cute to handsome and thats a great feeling. I use to be real short and that was a turn off for most girls. I still like to deny the fact that I'm good  looking, maybe because I try to always stay humble. The one negative affect is the girls who didn't notice or give a damn about you back then, and now try to talk to you are such a turn off. As well as you get judged on your outer appearance more, when really I just want people to love my ability to love all things. Maybe I'm just picky, but I've found my wife now, but thats another post for another day. For now I just been taking day by day slowly , evolving like a pokemon, but for real just evolving into a better person. Because thats what I want to be remembered as a great person.