Unaware of the confidence within

For some reason I am always surprised when I find out that girls like me or are attractive too me. Like I don't get it, and I think its because I still hold on to the past. I had low self confidence back in the day because I always felt below average to everyone else. Like even going up to the first half of junior year. I would always be so bewildered that women would be interested in me and I would start to become a self sabotaging narcissist. Now I still think Im lacking some of that self confidence cause I'm like "Me?!?! I'm skinny, I have chicken legs, noodle arms, a bird chest, my smile is messed up, I don't fall into the black guy myth of having an abnormally large penis, my ears are big, I'm awkward, and I could go on and on", But I realize its not those attributes that make up the person. Sure their nice , but we just got to accept what god gave us. No one asks to be unattractive. oddly shaped, have blemishes or birth defects, but it happens, and the day that we accepts ourselves is when most of our problems will go away. So stand up and be proud, and never let anybody make you feel less about yourself or think that your not right, because not a damn thing is wrong with you, and life is too short to be ashamed by our own bodies. So this is me.
                 Hi my name is Andre and I'm

• Skinny
• I have a bird chest
• I'm not "cool"
• I got chicken legs
• I can't fight
• I do like cliches like long walks on the beach
• I will never probably ever be a girls dream guy
• I won't ever be a "chris brown" or "Taye Diggs"
• I have a growth defect
• I'm knock kneed

and I'm proud of that!