I Wonder If They Notice Me

Day in and day out, I will be posting on this blog. I mean I pretty consistent. I've never been good until last year at expressing my thoughts and feelings. I'm still pretty bad, because their are a lot of feelings I don't really mess with. I daydream too often, I live my life while at school in auto-pilot. The one time I can always say I'm most honest with myself is when I'm on stage spilling my guts out to tons of strangers. When I'm on stage I am that "cool guy", Im the jock, the prom king, the smartest kid in the class, I am a force to be reckon with, I am respected, I am noticed. People care and listen to what I have to say, and love it. When I get to school, I'm pretty well known I have lots of friends, but they don't see the real me. With this blog they will know everything that goes on in my head. Because here I am a refugee from my mind, cause I spend to much time in their and its getting cluttered.