She likes to call us a secret. I don't think she knows how the sight of her makes me go weak in the knees. How when I sat with her, my breath shallows sharp, and Im flabbergasted by the way her eyes danced with mine. I like her probably more than I should, and won't be able to love her nearly enough. She asked me not to fall in love in her absence, she said one day she will kiss me a kagillion times. I found out that she will be coming to visit me for a weekend in december and just the thought makes me break out in a cold sweat. I want to give her my heart, with the expectation that she will crush it or lose it or like toss it into Limbo. For the limited time that I see her, I'm not gonna try to push for sex or anything, because when I'm talking to her I don't think about those things. Sometimes I think am I infatuated with her? My best friend told me I was in love with this girl and I rightfully denied it. I love the idea of "Us" what we can become, the future us. I say I'm going to marry her, and I don't think people believe me but I will. Just wait.
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