Sorry for the wait

No this is not Lil wayne's mixtape. Lol but I have been neglecting this blog for a while. Truth is I have been running from it. I just kinda retracted back into my shell and been on a downward spiral ever since. For those who are reading this, I don't know how to describe my life, I don't even know how to describe my feelings. You know those people who have been their own worse problem, yes that is me. I hope that my blog just have some type of substance to grasp, I'm trying not to feel like shit all the time and I'll do my best to make sure you guys to feel horrible. The validity of this promise is.... I'll do my best.